Philippines summed up:

Day 1: drink
Day 2: drink
Day 3: drink
Day 4 - Present: rinse and repeat Day 1-3 

1. Work hard at Pitcher and make my mark
2. Learn to trade proficiently
3. Study hard and get a ‘pass with merit’ grade for the CA
4. Save $10k
5. Do NOT be lazy
6. Build up professionalism

If you have any suggestions let me know. 

Substance over Form

what is more important image or reality?

It is hard to prevent image becoming a reality. Take a look at the tabloids and celeb gossip. It is really unfortunate how spinning the truth can make lies look credible.

My image and what I actually am are two different things. 

Who am I to you?

I love sheep

As a true-born underdog, and as a person that is occasionally underestimated and thought nothing of, there is nothing that gives me greater satisfaction than coming through with the goods, defying all odds, and showing them that this is what balls look like.

I may not look like it but I am constantly under a lot of pressure. Pressure from friends and family to be better, to achieve more, to be someone. This pressure is completely subjective of course, to someone else this pressure may seem nothing more than a tiny blip on their personal Richter scale. However, I am dealing with my pressures and I believe it to be taking a small toll on my health which in the small scheme of things it is really nothing at all but in the grand scheme of things maybe it’s all part of my emotional learning curve in The master plan.

I read recently, that people more sensitive to pressure have more motivation to excel than others who are insensitive to such pressure. So here I am to bring down the house.

My eyes are open. Such a cliche I know, but I feel that each time I think of this saying I am gradually being set free from my insecurities and weights which halt me from being who I am, and more importantly who I want to be. Maybe we are born with our eyes completely open, nothing to obscure our vision, we see everything in its entirety and as pure as it will ever be. As we grow, our eyes progressively shut unconsciously from the perspectives and conventions that form and aim to assimilate our original thoughts and paradigms, into those who have been converted thus far. And as we become aware of our dying uniqueness, our eyes open once again. Every new awakening and awareness clears our eyes and minds and makes us free to grasp our true individual potential.

As a person I may be generally sensitive, and occasionally hypersensitive but I do not see it as an affliction or a defect but rather as a platform from which to fly from (and defecate on the nay-sayers from the sky).

So bitches, are you ready?